Ok, mi sono rotta di scrivere in inglese...un pò perchè non ne ho le capacità psico-fisiche dopo una nottata passata in bianco, un pò perchè proprio non mi va.
Caspita, è quasi un mese che non scrivo niente, e non va bene. Ora ho un sacco di cose arretrate da scrivere.
Ho risentito Pam dopo tutti questi mesi, passati ad ignorarmi palesemente ed a romprere le scatole a tutti i miei amici con tutte le cose "carine" che pensa di me. Questo mi fa pensare che forse abbia capito quanto sia stata str***a a comportarsi così male nei miei confronti.
Mi ha contattato per Messenger, chiedendomi se ero arrabbiata con lei...ma dai? C'è anche bisogno di chiederlo?
Abbiamo delle cose da chiarire e sinceramente non mi piace farlo attraverso un computer, così gli ho chiesto se poteva chiamarmi. Lei ha detto che lo avrebbe fatto quando si fosse sentita pronta...
Pronta a fare cosa? Che si sta preparando ad andare al fronte? Mica me la mangio!
Il che mi fa pensare che o è talmente dispiaciuta che è pronta persino a genuflettersi per farsi perdonare oppure mi sta allegramente prendendo per il c***. Spero che sia la prima, altrimenti con me ha chiuso per davvero questa volta. Mi sono stufata di farmi prendere in giro, ho avuto anche fin troppa pazienza.

Parlando di altre cose, altrimenti mi prende il nervoso: ho parlato con F., e non c'è modo di smuoverla dalla sua "insana" decisione di avere il bambino e sposare quel figlio di buona donna... odio sentirmi impotente, ma purtroppo non posso fare altro, spero solamente che prima o poi si renderà conto del grosso errore a cui va incontro.

Per quanto riguarda la scuola invece, va tutto bene. Quest'anno sta andando meglio di qualsiasi aspettativa, e spero che si chiuderà in modo più felice dell'anno scorso...altrimenti questa volta mio padre mi uccide davvero XD.

Ah, mi ero dimenticata di dire che ho anche tagliato i capelli, che bello, era da tanto che volevo farlo!

It was supposed to be a peaceful and amusing evening with my friends yesterday.
We decided to eat korean food and to see the movie "Chicago" (I didn't seen it yet).
So, we went to the only korean market in Rome and bought some korean typical foods, like kimchi (My god, it's too much spicy! I drank so much water after tasted it.)
I had found some recipes in internet and my friends and I arranged to cook the food ourself. After that my kitchen smelled of fry, onion and garlic...the stink was insupportable. I had to open all the windows in my home.
However, the food was good and we ate it well.
I don't think we will eat korean food again. It is delicious, but too much spiced for me. I'm not accustomed to this taste.
In the middle of the dinner, I received a phone call. It was a friends of mine...she wanted to tell me something very important.
Usually I know that when she calls me and says that she has news, I have to be prepared to anything, she risk to kill me with her upsetting news...but this time I really couldn't figure it out.
She is pregnant, her boyfriend has proposed to marry and she has accepted. The point is that she is just 18 and he is 30!
This man is a fucking bastard, he hurt her so many times, but I can't understand why she isn't able to leave him...I don't think it is love, but domination. She is dominated by this man, and she don't realize this. I tried to warn her so many times, but in vain.
I'm really pissed off. I fell impotence and I can't believe that she's so stupid and out of mind. How can she waste her young age in this way? She has not even finished school.
I wonder if she thinks about her baby...if she decided to give birth to this child, will she be able to raise him?
I have to tell this things to her, when I was at the phone I was so upset that I couldn't say a word. I have to meet her as soon as possible, for my sanity.

I have a terrible head ache, the first symptoms of a cold. It's not fair! October is just started and I have already catch a cold...
Talking about other things, I colored my hair for the first time in my live!! Dark violet, I love the color. I have so many violet clothes and now I have the hair as well :p. It was necessary for me to change something because I think that in this period I became a different person. Something changed in my life without my control.
Oh well, I'm starving...I must go to cook my dinner. I hate to cook but my mother is out.

ps= OMG I have to study an entire chapter fo history, The Feudalism...I want to die!! >.

Finally I saw the movie !! YAY, I love it.
Yesterday I went to the cinema with Marty and Fede, we had planned to see the movie together about two months ago, we are in love for Johnny.
He is the hottest Willie Wonka I have ever seen and his acting is totally stunning. He looks like an hysterical and schizophrenic. Wonka is a singular character, totally insane like Jack Sparrow. I think that Johnny is really good in this habit. I really liked it.
The actor who play Charlie is really good as well. I first saw him in Neverland and I like his acting, he very young but he is a good actor.
The movie was beautiful. I had the confirmation that Tim Burton is a genius. I enjoyed the dark and magic atmosphere that Burton can create in every movie he made and the soundtrack by Elfman. Hoompa Loompas songs are the best!

Damn, I had my computer out for one week, but finally today my father fixed it and took me back my "dear", I couldn't wait! Unfortunately I had to re-install all my files and the programs...I had the insane feeling of commit suicide >.<.
Anyway, talking about other things...I started school since one week. I could not believe it but it's going very well, new classmates are nice and the teachers are good. Curiously the homework are not so hard. Probably I have to wait 2 or 3 weeks and I will be submerged by homeworks...for now I will enjoy my good condition.

This Saturday is my cousin's baptism and I bought the beautiful dress I'm going to wear at the ceremony. It's really gorgeous! I went with my mother and a friend of mine, they are my official fashion advisers because I really don't care about this things and when I have to take part at some special events like this I need some help.
Hope I will be able to pt some picture about me wearing the dress...